Shadows In My Head Lryics

🎵 Title: "Shadows In My Head" 🎤 Hook (x2): I see shadows in my head, they don’t ever leave Tryna find peace, but it’s hard to breathe Love like a drug, now I can’t get clean Fell too fast, now I’m stuck in a dream Nightmares kiss me while I sleep Sayin’ things I don’t wanna believe I still chase the high, you were my queen But the crown cut deep and I still bleed 🎤 Verse 1: I was tryna give you all of me Now I'm sittin’ in the dark with apologies You ain’t hearin’ my calls, no honesty Guess the truth hurts more than the policy Lookin’ through our old texts, still bookmarked Scrollin’ past love that turned to scars Now I’m drivin’ through the city with a broke heart In the fast lane, wonderin’ where you are Smoked out pain just to cope with the silence Even in a crowd, it feels like an island Bottle in my hand, voice full of violence I cry in the booth where the beat is the guidance Studio lights can’t hide my regrets Demons whisper, “you ain’t healed yet” Truth is, girl, I’m a real wreck But I’d still risk it all just to feel that 🎤 Hook: I see shadows in my head, they don’t ever leave Tryna find peace, but it’s hard to breathe Love like a drug, now I can’t get clean Fell too fast, now I’m stuck in a dream 🎤 Post-Hook Breakdown: And I can't escape you, not in this lifetime Even when I’m sober, you stay on my mind I paint your name in every rhyme You were my muse, now I’m losing time Every heartbeat just feels like static Got love in my chest but it’s wrapped in panic Told you once that this pain’s organic Now I’m stuck in a loop that’s manic 🎤 Verse 2: Got trust issues I ain't fixin’ Talk too much, but you never listen Was it real or just fiction? Now my soul’s stuck in a contradiction Used to be fire, now it’s cold embers Fadin' fast, still I remember The way you’d say, “don’t fall too deep” But I fell hard, now I barely sleep Torn jeans and a blacked-out heart Songs on repeat in a beat-up car Used to dream we’d reach the stars Now it’s empty skies and battle scars Used to vibe with you on late nights Now I fight off tears in stage lights Still perform like I’m alright But the mic knows my real fights 🎤 Hook (x2): I see shadows in my head, they don’t ever leave Tryna find peace, but it’s hard to breathe Love like a drug, now I can’t get clean Fell too fast, now I’m stuck in a dream Nightmares kiss me while I sleep Sayin’ things I don’t wanna believe I still chase the high, you were my queen But the crown cut deep and I still bleed 🎤 Verse 3 (Reflection Verse): Maybe one day I’ll forgive it all Every text, every missed call Every lie wrapped in a soft tone Every time I felt so alone But right now, I just make art Out of the pain that broke my heart These melodies keep me from fallin’ apart Music my therapy from the start I don’t need closure, I need peace Not another late-night release Not another bottle just to feel free Not another mask for the crowd to see I’m just a boy with a pen and wounds Tryna write love on a canvas of doom Even if I fade before I bloom Just know these songs are my truth 🎤 Final Hook: I see shadows in my head, they don’t ever leave Tryna find peace, but it’s hard to breathe Love like a drug, now I can’t get clean Fell too fast, now I’m stuck in a dream 🎤 Outro (sung softly or freestyle): I'm still dreamin' in slow motion... You were the sun and my sky's still broken Still hopin'... still copin'... But I’ll turn this pain into something golden Yeah, even if I’m fallin’... I’ll fall into the beat and keep on callin’...